2010 [NEW DECADE]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY NEW DECADE!!!
HAPPY 2010!!!!
LOL...u know whats funny i remember when 2000, first hit...i thought it was crazy that we made it that far...now its 2010!! After talking to a few friends i must admit i wonder what the next 10 years of my life will be like because the past 10 years definately went by alot faster than i imagined...
Well...its a new year...so i think i should atleast try and keep up with my bloggy this time...lol...so0o for all my friends that are following my bloggy although i neglected it for 4 months [thats really bad..lol]..thanx u mucho..i'll definately do a better job at keeping up with it...and since im back u know i gotta change a few things with my layout..so its under a lil construction..but do enjoy....

Hope all of you have fun but stay safe & remember 2 put God first...

Got dem h33Ls on!!!!

Now 1. thing i don't do is go 2 clubs...i
love dancing! i love parties! but you'll rarely ever find me in a club! its
gotta be a special occasion! and this special occasion happened 2 be my
bestie's
birthday party @ club Aydin's and i must say! i'm quite proud of
myself! i don't
wanna sound like im not feminine..but i just never believed
in going 2 a party
with extremely high heels on a lil dress on! but i made
it work people!! and
chzzz it was all go0dies!!!

Nachos or Tacos anyone!?!?!?!?

Iight so0o ima just put it out there now that mah nacho and taco game is krazy!!! MADRE made sum last week and they was rocking..and i had 2 get with it...so0 if u walk by the kitchen 1st flo0r in Sozio and can't resist that yummy smell..it is I!!!!!

Sept.1 ....so0 much goes down!!!

Now i knowww..everyone has gotta be ready for the release of Trey's new album "READY"....CUZ IM DEFINATELY READY!! it has 2 be a go0d album!! im cruisinn and all i hear on the radio is trey songz and Drake @ it again...."invented sex" definately giving that song some cudos..i digz it mucho!!!!

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on the flip side

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sept.1 i definately move in 2 my dorm SOZIO!!!! im oh0o0 so0o0 hype bout it..like yall don't understand..i did alot of buying things needed for scho0l but i definately havn't packed ne thing yet..lmao..smh

thats okay tho0...i gotta make sure i have my cd for that longggg longgg drive ima be taking earlyyy friggin tuesday morning!!!

So0o I'm ThInkin ThIs Tr@ck Go3s H@rd!!!!!

My Apologiez!!

Idk what mah issue was...but i need a tissue cuz ...times is hard !!!! lmao i really just liked how "issue was" and tissue cuz" rhymed!!! ahaha!!! ne ways i can't believe i havn't blogged in like a month! str8 smdh!!! i have no excusess..just str8 lazyness cause i definately have been reading a few blogs daily!!!

-------lot have things have been going on with me tho0------
so0 much is on my mind!!! so0 much maturing i've done over this summer..and its over so0o quickly..but i must say im extremelyyyyy READY 2 head back 2 scho0l...very excited indeed i am! i wanted 2 keep this a secret but hey..what better place to share it than my blog!! Ya gurl is definately getting that dean's list this semester!! so0 ready 2 be on that educational grind! If there is one thing that i learned this summer...its not 2 take ya education for granted! and i think my freshman year i surely to0k mine for granted! i can't believe so0o0 many of my friends can't go back away 2 scho0l or even go to a community college...because of financial issues!! This economy is str8 crazy!!! why is it that if ur parents don't have go0d credit [thankyou mama] you won't be attending scho0l..cause no one now days is tryna lend money without a co-signer...smh...its a shame...times like this when i realize im truly blessed!!!

:::shoutout 2 my best guy friend malcolm jones:::
he's walking pro0f that God's delay is NOT denial!
congrats on Clark Atlanta! we doing our thing this semester! so0 we can have it over christmas break...haha!!!

I'm So0o not lo0king forward 2 going 2 work 2morrow! whoah correction! i actually am!! my hair is definately $165 2 get it rebraided and than on top of that i have 2 sit in the chair for 8hours..while listening 2 sumone tell me how thick my hair is ..like i wouldn't realize that after ummmm 20years!! lol...str8 whomp whomp!!!
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almost forgot i have 2 get an oil change before i go back! what the frickkk mann!!! my car is so0o needy..like..even more than me..ofcourse i gotta get mitsu [my car] washed and cleaned inside and out! Fill her up before i take that almost friggin 2 hour drive!! ahhhh...but no complaints..hehe..im so0 happy 2 be back with her!!!

count down!
5 days left!

WOW! [Flava Flave Voice]

Another cell phone incident!!! Boy who i know from the rink i guess u could say has a crush on me!!! Now in no way did i ever lead him on, say i liked him, wanted him, or hinted towards that idea!!! Well yesterday he decides 2 text me saying wassup...im like ohhh nothing im at work ..u? he replies he wanted 2 talk to me so call him later..but if i dont dig u like that by all means i WILL AVOID CONVERSATION OVER THE PHONE WITH YOU! so0 i told him just to tell me than in a text!!! [i wish i never said that] I tried so0o0o hard 2 take a picture of his reply..but i saved it in my phone and this is what it read!!!

"You sure, well ok. Well I want to
have sex with you!"

ummm.,..idk what the hell is in the water now days..or maybe even the toothpaste dudes is using ..but ummm what the hell do u say to that!!! CAN SOME GUY PLEASE COMMENT THIS POST AND LET ME KNOW!!! [maybe if Dwight Howard sent that text there's a possibility that could have worked] hehe..buttt this aint know D. Howard...still havn't texted him back..lmao..idkk what 2 say to that..i meannn ima be rude as hell if my response is....

"Well thats nice"

or

"Plenty of people do, so0 whats ur point."

lmaooo...idkk yall dudes is str8 hilarious!!! i refuse to
be talked to with no respect...lol..wrong chick..NEXT!!!!

856-625-7560 and 856-449-4748

12:41am, yesterday nite my phone goes off! Now usually im up and about @ this time but 2nite i was in my bed! So0 i answer this anonymous number and its a guy going by the name of "Mikey".

So0 he says, "I was going thru my friend KiKi's phone and we found ur name under
"dimples" so we figured u were cute and wanted 2 call you!!! "

WHOAHHH WTF!!! THIS HAS 2 BE SOME TYPE OF JOKE!!!

sO0O i got off the phone...don't u know the same boy called from a different number at damn boi called me again today!!! im like listen budddy stop! just stop!!!

KRAZY SHIT HUH!??!!?

hmm..what 2 do!!!

well since i don't have work till 5p today and my house is empty...i'm declaring this afterno0n for me!!! [i get 2 walk around all nakey!!! wo0 ho00] so0o definately going to be pampering myself..and maybe i'll do a little blogging cause i do have this krazy interesting story 2 tell..!!!
to0DLes!

I CANT HELP IT!

sO0O I was standing in the middle @ the rink and i here a song by michael jackson start 2 play that I'm not 2 familiar with but i did pick up on the fact that Fabulous sampled the beat and used it for his song "baby"....than yesterday morning im driving with my mother and it popped on the radio! the lyrics 2 me were just amazing! had 2 find the name of it! and here it goes! he never actually came out with a video for the song which im very surprised of! its called
"Can't Help It" and its on the OFF THE WALL album!

WHAT THE F$@#!!!!

"sO0O...I must say that u won't always see me with a bo0k, but when u do see me with a bo0k, it must be worth reading! Sometimes my mother may say i don't like to read but on the contrary I LOVE READING! but im very picky about the bo0ks that i read. If im reading a book every sentence must capture AND hold my attention!

Well towards the end of spring semester i was in my girl Shawnnie's ro0m and i came across an ALL black bo0k! And the name of the bo0k written on the spine was "MIDNIGHT"! so it had already caught my attention, read the first couple pages and instantly i was hooked. Neways for 2 weeks i was completely GLUED 2 the book. My mother is in pure SHOCK! than i heard that sista souljah had a presequal for the bo0k! so i had 2 get it. I went 2 borders in the deptford mall and they told me they were out so0 i said i would come back! A week ago me and my girl kaleela were at the mall and i ran into the store. When the lady told me i could order it AND have it shipped to my house i was so0 ecstatic!!!

...few days ago my mom calls me downstairs cause my book has arrived! i opened it with such excitement untill i saw that they had sent me a paper back [which the cost was $7.99]!!! but i clearly remembered paying $15.99 for a hardback!!! so0 i checked the receipt which also said i paid $15.99! and 2 return it i needed the original receipt! NEVER HAVE I SAVED RECEIPTS! but for sum reason God made sure i saved this one! well i think tomorrow im gonna take it back...cuz i either want my $7.00 back or they're going 2 have 2 send a completely new one!! Can't do paperbacks!! Their wayyyy 2 fragile! WHAT A BUMMER!!! guess i have 2 wait sum more!

SMH.

SHAME, SHAME, SHAMEEE!...lol

how i managed 2 rack up for is just sad! but my newest L's 2 the right im mad as crap they closed up on my head like that! like my head is already big which i told her, i think she was tryna be smart by zo0ming in!! WHAT A JERK...

hey atleast i have it back!!!

AAA

So0o0 for $50 ima be taking a 6 hour defensive driving course that erases 2 points and ur driver's license and also helps with lowering ur insurance..and the Lord knows that i need it cause ya girl has ummm 8 insurance points! Ouch [accident, plus 3 speeding tickets will get u 2 points on ur license and 8 insur. pts] <===dont head down that road! So0o0 excited for it!!! i heard it can be a lil depressing tho!! well we shall see since im taking it aug. 8 from 9a-3pm..whew!

Mama You Know I love you!

1. Mom comes first! No Matter What! [ofcourse under God]

Best feeling was walking thru the do0r with my sister and turning to my mom with over a dozen pink roses! The smile on her face was priceless! She deserves the best! So0 every once in a while u gotta let the moms know that you appreciate her and everything she does!!! Before the end of the summer I'm definately taking her out to dinner! Especially since i have the whip back!

*Ima end this tho0...cause im getting emotional thinking back on everything my mother has done for me whether i deserved it or not! Even tho most of the time i didn't. She loves like no other! Love her till the day i die and than some more!!!!

BeEp BeEp! Who got the keys 2 my Jeep!?! Vro0o0o0om!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......GUESS WHO GOT THE KEYSSSS YALLLL!!!! THANK YOU GOD!!!! THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME!!! I'M TELLING YALL THE LORD WORKS MIRACLES, YOU JUST HAVE 2 BELIEVE!!!! I WASN'T SUPPOSE 2 HAVE MY CAR BACK UNTILL SUMMER 2010! BUT I GOT IT FALL 09!!!! O0O0wW! bLESSED INDEED I AM!!

If if wasn't for the Lord & My Mother...this surely wouldn't have been possible!!! but wow have i truly truly learned my lesson! <====and thats sincere! If i could do free seminars speaking 2 people with numerous amounts of speeding tickets or wreckless driving charges i would surely do it!!!

Driving honestly is a privilege!!!! Know and
understand it..cause i'd hate to see anyone in my position!

!JeEpers CrEePerS!!

So0o0...ne one who knows me knows when it comes 2 bugs...i'll claim it! I automatically become a "girly girl"!!!...Just can't do it..i hate em..most of all i hate spiders...[arachnaphobia] possibly! I will cry my eyes out! I refuse 2 kill them im sure they'll regenerate and hunt u down! they jump! they pop up at ALL the wrong times... so0o me and the girlies are leaving the hamilton mall and ofcourse im the only person 2 hop in the car...whats in the car beside me...A BUG OF SUM SORT!! none of us would kill them except rachel..lol..definately made us loo0k like some punks!!! but its all go0od she killed it..YAY RACH!!! thats mah girl!!!

Ouchies!!! Po0R LebRon!

lol.....Go Jordan!!!!

$$$$450.00?!?!?!? ughhhh

So0o0o I just realized that i gotta be up @ kean university, sept. 1...thats move in date!! and i must say i trully have been enjoying myself, but its time 2 stop playing cause this is oh so0 serious!!!! I went on the KU website...to add up prices for my books and ofcourse 2 of my courses my teachers didn't assign books yet..but for the other 3 i added up the prices and its $450.00 thats only for 3 classes..i still have 2 more left!!! wtf!!! well my summer is done..but hey i guess thats life huh!?!?

Finally!!! My Exciting News!!!

Well 1st i must say i'm very blessed to have the mother that i do!!! I definately found out that my mom worked her ASS off and saved up the money str8 outta the pocket for my tuition,[if she saw this pic up here she would kill me so plz no one facebook her and tell her about this!!! but she's beautiful, so0 i wanted 2 share her beauty with yall] but after alot of hard work..my loan went thru so0 my balance for school is $0.00!!!! So0 as i told yall about a month ago i havn't been able 2 drive my baby because my insurance wen't up 2 about $3,500 and ya gurl Ci ain't balling no where close 2 that...so my mother told me that since my loan went thru, she wanted me 2 call around and get atleast 5 quotes for car insurance for my car..and it was definately sum hard work cause alot of people told me NO!!! they wouldnt cover me! ouchhh..lmaooo <===that actually wasn't funny..kinda pissed me off!! but i ended up with 5 quotes!! The other part of the deal was that i take a defensive driving course!! so0 i called Triple AAA...so0 ofcourse yall know i willl blogging yall about how that went! I'm so0 excited..like u don't understand how hard it was not driving my car for almost a year in october!!! true heartbreaker..but i must say i truly learned my lesson the extreme HARD way...I don't see the point in speeding @ all..i wasted over $800 in paying speeding tickets..it just isn't worth it!! But ofcourse i can't just thank my mother....I gotta give ALL the praise to God..i truly see how he makes our pain His Glory!!!!

Mishon Ratliff

Now if u don't know who he is...i'll give u a lil info...played in Lincoln Heights as actor "Tay"...this kid is only 16yrs old...but definately just dropped a new video called "Just a Kiss" and i really like the song and video! I think the song is cute goes very well with that age group...so i think he should do pretty go0d..i don't think he'll be a one hit wonder...cause he showed a few dance moves in his video that definately shows his influences such as, Michael Jackson, Usher, Ne-Yo, etc. The song is definately cute tho..and i think he is addorable!!! hope he does well...idkk he just might not cuz if ur song aint about sumtin stupid like the paint job of ya car [darough]...whomp whomp...u might not make it..idk how that guy made the countdown either..ughh...let me stay positive tho0!!!

WWW.TREYSONGZ.COM

idk about yalllll!?!??! But im definately lo0king forward to Trey Songz new album "READY" 2 drop september 1st...which is also the day i move back on campus @ KU!!!! so0 i think ima move in and definately go pick up that cd once im done unpacking if it hasn't run out!!!! I watched his video "I Need A Girl" and i must say thankyou...for once i could watch a video where all the girls don't look like sluts! Boobs all hanging out, rump shaking, i mean it really showed that Trey Songz didn't just mature as an artist but also as a man, displaying respect for women!! All types to0 i noticed lol....i wanna say that i went on his website and he looks go0d but in a way that would be a sin..cuz my brother definately resembles trey songz!!!

Still Stunning!!!!

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So0o I don't really watch 106&Park 2 much..cuz i can't stand the garbage music thats actually making it now daysss!! But Mariah Carey is on here...and i must say that her first album dropped round 1990 cuz i was definately dancing 2 her in my elementary days...and this woman STILL HAS IT!!! I'm watch her video "obsessed" and this chick has like a flawless body "no homo"...but i do give props when it is deserved...and she definately deserves it...she's pretty much always put out go0d music..and her vocal range is crazy...I'm sorry but beyonce isn't topping it...she's got a hell of a voice..but her vocal range ain't beating M. Carey. Plus she's going to be 40yrs old next March....yeo0o that is krazyyyyy!!!! LIKE FAREAL KRAZYYY...i should be ashamed in myself..i gotta get my cheeks in the gym A.S.A.P.

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Ummmm on a bad note...Kristinia Debarge...now im not tryna shoot her down..correction i am...Listen..."DEBARGE"...like do yall know who that is....this group had numeroussss hits!!! Quality oldschool right there...their music will be forever bought or downloaded or played cuz it was quality. Now Kristinia Debarge...the daughter of one of them...has a new song out "goodbye"...I'm sorry but its not cutting it...especially coming from the musical background that she does. I can't believe that she is costarring on 106&Park right now getting props for sumting she truly does not deserve...that song is a big whomp whomp in my opinion..but hey thats me....decide for urself..i won't be posting her video on my blog tho..its not worth it..so0 go youtube it..lol...

................no lets seee..i feel like im on roll with canning people..so my next victims are the GS boys...aka G-Spot boys...their video "booty dew" now im not gonna frunt..i know the dance..only cuz i sat here and watched the video and its a simple 2 step and i know @ kean university this semester they will play that song @ a party..lol..so0 ima be on it...butttttt...putting Michelle and Barack Obama in it..and FAKES ONES..at that...biggg time WHOMP WHOMP...whyyy...why did they have 2 go and do that...that was not cute in any way, shape, or form, that when i had 2 change the channell back to Sponge Bob until that video was over and thru...ughhhh what kinda name is G Spot Boys ne ways...

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Back on a brighter note...I definately dig this girl!!! and her new video is a banger i think...I'm definately digging the oldschool beat [which i think might of been sampled but i gotta look more into that]..she's definately got sum go0d lyrics 2 a hella go0d beat! The video is quite simple but very cute..i think every single she's had and made a video for she

s always been on top of the newest trend or fashion out!!! very cute i must say..i havn't heard her album but i definately hope its go0d cuz i think she's a pretty under rated artist also.... so0 please check out her new single "Why R U"...i think the some of the ladies maybe able 2 relate..if you've gone thru a relationship before that didn't work out 2 great but u wished it did!!!

!!!My Celeb Crush!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

"Yessir..thats her..but it wasn't like that back when i met her...." <===who's that...Pharrell Williams!!! IDC what anyone says...i absolutely love pharrell [wow i gotta find his twitter!!!] yeahh I don't know what it is but every since his song "maybe" with N.E.R.D. i've been absolutely in love with him!!!! Maybe its his style...i dig the fact that he stepped outside of the box...not just with his clothes but lo0k @ his music group for example... I dig it when a person can develop their own sense of style not caring what others really think...i feel bad i never bought a pair of icecreams..lol...but my bro got a pair so0 that counts..lol...i definately think his solo album "In My Mind" was so0o under rated!!!! That was probably one of the few quality cd's i've seen in the past 5 years come out from someone not involved in the R&B industry...ofcourse i would feature him this week on my music playlist but IDKKKK...cuz No One is topping Michael Jackson's playlist!!! lol we'll see though..ne waysss..love u pharrell...i hope my bloggy makes it 2 u sumhow and u put me in a future video!!! lmaoooo...righttttt..lol

:::::My Apologies:::::

I can't even think of the last time i blogged which was prolly only a WEEK ago0! but thats unexceptable! especially since i've been on my myspace, facebook, and twitter, but idkk i've just had so0o0 much on my mind !!!! ughhhh...lots been going on...but i forgot..thats what my blog is for...2 speak & 2 share so0o sit back!!!!! read!!! and enjoy!!!

I scream,You SCREAM,wE ALL sCREAM...PIERCINGS?!?!

oh em gee!!! dont know how i forgot.!!! last sunday was Bryana's bday!!!!!======>
so0o we all work together!!!! Rach, Bry, Kaleela, and I! their mah girlies!! [went 2 go see transformers 2 2gether] ne ways..we all decided we wanted 2 go get piercings....rach wen't and got her industrial pierced..and i swear it had 2 be painful cuz it surely lo0ked it...dont let her skin fo0l u tho0! rach is 100% black..sumtin just happened 2 her skin when she was born..lol...
0h kaleela already had her tragus pierced but she got her hoop changed 2 a barbell and now she matches me and bry...!!!
Oh check kaleela's humming bird on her chest! hella fly right!?!? yahh it is! lol

Check me and Bry's piercing out!!!! theres more 2 come in just a few weeks so0 try and stay tuned!!! cuz this piercing tatto0 thing can truly be another form of an addiction!!!

Follow Me!!!!

i'll admit when i first made a twitter i told everyone it was stupid and advised them NOT 2 do it..but i went back on a few weeks back..made a background..followed a few friends..a few friends followed me..and now im pretty much addicted!!! so0 if ur on twitter make sure u follow me...www.twitter.com/charlysse....i really did think it was like a stalker site..but its co0l just another way 2 communicate with ur friends...i mean unless ur into all the industry bizzz..than it might be even more useful to you...still check minez out..!!! heHe

Don't Go0gle it...BinG it!

YOU GUYS HAVE 2 CHECK THIS OUT!!!! ...yeah yeah we're all familiar with google and yahoo...but there's a new search engine out called...BING...and i was a little skeptical about it at first..but i definately love it...not only is their home page pretty co0ol[gives daily facts about stuff you've probably never heard of or just might be interested in]...its very precise...and the layout is pretty co0l to0..ne ways if u get the free time check it out!

LET THE MAN R.I.P.

I'm just absolutely disgusted beyond belief with this story...we can't just let go of the simple fact that the biggest entertainer/musician/humanitarian has passed away...we can't just enjoy the fact that he was given an AMAZING memorial...nope all the news stations want 2 keep airing all his business out..and not because they truly care...only because THEY WANT 2 KEEP THEIR DAMN RATINGS UP! cause people feed off of the negative things in peoples life. Now you want 2 say he overdosed on xanax and etc. let it go!!! its a disgrace the way the media just rips peoples lives into shreds...[you think possibly the media just might be the reason for his death]...his body is prolly twisting and turning in his grave listening 2 all of this...the only foul play i see...is the news trying to make him out 2 be a drug addict! SMH!!! JUST A SHAME MANN....i truly hate 2 see it!

AC BABY!!!!

...Thursday morning after biblestudy..my mom mom and pop pop decided we should take a trip 2 AC! and mann was the weather just beautiful..it wasn't hot but just right that we could stick our toes in [although other kids got in..they was crazy] and just relax!!! absolutely the best! pictures are one of the best forms of keeping memories so0 enjoy!

oH AND WE Found a DeaD ButTerFly! Weird and GroSs BUt kInDA cO0L

6FLAGS w.lil sis,m0m m0m, p0p p0p

So0o0o after bible study on wednesday..my mom mom and pop pop definately caught us by surprise when they said they were taking us to six flags!! definately was excited 2 be going with them again...and it was so0 much fun...so0 blessed 2 have youthful grandparents that are healthy enough 2 do things like that...i definately gained alot of appreciation for the people and things in my life this week...brought me close 2 tears @ times! kinda makes u think the problems u have are minor and ought 2 be stuffed away in a bag sumwhere.. ya kno???

fav pic from the day...my sis says..."hey ci lets go ride the teacups just for old time sake! it can't hurt!"

BOY OH BOY!!!! WE WENT IN ON THOSE TEACUPS ONCE THE RIDE STARTED! im surprised our teacup didn't spin off the platform..i tried 2 take a pic while we were spinning but it was allllll a blur! lol...

Vacation Bible Study!

I grew up on vacation bible study...so0 going back 2 the church i grew up in 2 help children younger than me get 2 enjoy something i once enjoyed doing was absolutely delightful. Now my grandmother teaches kindergarten...and althought their a hand full..their bundles of joy, happiness, and energy...and its such a beautiful thing 2 watch! working with them definately reminded me of my childhood and made me smile at what my future held for me!

RECREATION TIME:::::::::::::

As far as my class i had 2 teach...i was helping with the 7th and 8th.!!! That was something krazy..hormones shifting, lil girl getting stubs on they chest...experiencing they get periods...boys realizing they need 2 use more deoderant..and voices changing...a mess a mess a mess...[which is why i wanna teach highschool] still was a gr8 experience though. I had way 2 much fun with them including the attitudes that went along with it. Great kids...with alot of potential in life. I was definately fortunate God allowed me 2 attend that week! I surely learned alot!

I'm BaccccKKKKK!!!!!

So0o0 i was gone from mon-friday with NO internet...[dun dun dunnnnnnn] lol...but the go0d thing was i spent that 5 day period with my lil sis and grandparents..and i definately enjoyed myself...had a lil vacay..but noww the bad part is i had 2 much fun that my allergies brought me down and now im suffering!!! but that won't stop me from blogging! im definately gonna fill u in on my past week!

The King Of Music

So0o i know im late on the blogging of Michael Jackson's death but i just havn't gathered the right words 2 say. Its kinda emotional for me cause when i was 4-7 my older cousin pratically babysat me all the time..and we would watch MJ concert's that she taped...one she died when i was in the sixth grade that was pretty much my tie 2 her...and now that MJ is dead i feel like i've lost it all...Not 2 mention it makes my soul cringe 2 still hear people negatively talking about him now that the man is dead...

HONESTLY!?!?

-why should anyone care why his skin tone changed?

-why he got plastic surgery done?

-whether he was on drugs?

-if his kids are really his?

-if he really was a molester???

LIKE DAMN! LET IT GO! just enjoy the simple fact that he was one of the very few human beings on this earth 2 create QUALITY music in more than just one genre!!!!! he wasn't just the king of pop! he was the king of the entire music industry!!!

which is why i had 2 create my mj playlist! what artist can u just name 30 favorites off the bat! lol...thats crazy! forever in my heart mike!!

OMG!! I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!

MY TATTOO!!!!!

sO0O I ALWAYS knew i wanted a tatto0! but i never could decide what it would be..i mean butterflies and hearts were cute but it just wasn't sumtin i knew i'd be happy to have on my body for the rest of my life...untill i saw it!! For all those non musical people...its an upside down treble clef and a right side up bass clef!! [and will always be a constant reminder of love of music running thru my veins]

Lil info0 on ya girl::::: from the 2nd grade-8th grade my focus was in the treble clef field...I PLAYED TRUMPET! and boy did i take pride and being one of the very FEW girls 2 be playing a trumpet!!! but once i hit the 9th grade things changed...i moved over to the bass clef!! started playing baritone!!!! OH AND IT WAS MORE THAN I COULD EVER ASK FOR! i love being a party of lowbrass!!! [PEOPLE PLEASE LOOK UP ALL THIS MUSICAL TERMS..LOL] I DEFINATELY DID MARCHING BAND FROM THE 8TH GD-senior year [oh seven!!!] oh yeah and the bonus was my junior and senior year when i became the drum major for our marching band!!! i mean im not the type to brag but we were...ATLANTIC COAST CHAMPS!!! ooo0000WWW...so0 yeah i was a band geek! im quite musically inclined....Fall '09' i will be getting my guitar!!! but for now enjoy the pics...memories!!!!

THE BIG 6!!!! [SIX FLAGS]

six flags was the best!!!! ITS KRAZY HOW THAT DAY WENT 2..!!! it wasn't lo9king 2 perky!! lol..fight with the madre...didn't get there till 5pm...supposed iscolated thunderstorms!!!...BUT IT WAS THE BEST.!! we got there and it was nice and warm!! NOOOO LINES---------AT ALL!!!! nitro-2x, el toro-3x, superman, batman,american sumtin...lol, WE MISSED THE NEW RIDE!!! BUT THATS OKAY...i bought the BIG 6...lol..so no worries...5 more passes left 2 use!! but i must save one for fright fest!! i've never been!! everyone must go this summer! definately hitting up hurrican harbor next time tho! gotta work on this stomach tho...HE he he!!

BLOOD will always be THICKER than water

"There are no bonds so strong as those which are formed by suffering together." -Harriet Ann Jacobs

BOYYYY HAVE I'VE GONE THRU ALOT OF HARD TIMES WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY! No one else could ever replace her! Never thought a bond could get any tighter...but we constantly prove ourselves wrong! she's seen every possible side of me and caught ever tear from my eyes! love mah baby sis 2 death! and than sum more!!!!!