==THE ACCIDENT==

Man oh Man! Ever feel like your stuck in a night mare but once you smack yourself you realize..thats its not a nightmare...its reality!!! Well my time came...in camden...and yes i was at fault for the accident..but it wasnt like i was on my cell phone..or texting..or my music was just to0 loud! i was being tailgated/cut off..so my focus was elsewhere....ne ways...i strongly believe that God has a reason for everything...so0 whether i went skating or went clubbing in north jersey..this accident was bound to happen...I was just happy that my phase 5 family was there at the time of the accident to help calm me down/make sure i was okay...Ofcourse my mom, dad, and sister made it out there 2 save me from my usual wrecking..anyways im sure you guys wanted 2 see the damage so0...here it goes...YIKES!!!

2010 [NEW DECADE]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY NEW DECADE!!!
HAPPY 2010!!!!
LOL...u know whats funny i remember when 2000, first hit...i thought it was crazy that we made it that far...now its 2010!! After talking to a few friends i must admit i wonder what the next 10 years of my life will be like because the past 10 years definately went by alot faster than i imagined...
Well...its a new year...so i think i should atleast try and keep up with my bloggy this time...lol...so0o for all my friends that are following my bloggy although i neglected it for 4 months [thats really bad..lol]..thanx u mucho..i'll definately do a better job at keeping up with it...and since im back u know i gotta change a few things with my layout..so its under a lil construction..but do enjoy....

Hope all of you have fun but stay safe & remember 2 put God first...

Got dem h33Ls on!!!!

Now 1. thing i don't do is go 2 clubs...i
love dancing! i love parties! but you'll rarely ever find me in a club! its
gotta be a special occasion! and this special occasion happened 2 be my
bestie's
birthday party @ club Aydin's and i must say! i'm quite proud of
myself! i don't
wanna sound like im not feminine..but i just never believed
in going 2 a party
with extremely high heels on a lil dress on! but i made
it work people!! and
chzzz it was all go0dies!!!

Nachos or Tacos anyone!?!?!?!?

Iight so0o ima just put it out there now that mah nacho and taco game is krazy!!! MADRE made sum last week and they was rocking..and i had 2 get with it...so0 if u walk by the kitchen 1st flo0r in Sozio and can't resist that yummy smell..it is I!!!!!

Sept.1 ....so0 much goes down!!!

Now i knowww..everyone has gotta be ready for the release of Trey's new album "READY"....CUZ IM DEFINATELY READY!! it has 2 be a go0d album!! im cruisinn and all i hear on the radio is trey songz and Drake @ it again...."invented sex" definately giving that song some cudos..i digz it mucho!!!!

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on the flip side

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sept.1 i definately move in 2 my dorm SOZIO!!!! im oh0o0 so0o0 hype bout it..like yall don't understand..i did alot of buying things needed for scho0l but i definately havn't packed ne thing yet..lmao..smh

thats okay tho0...i gotta make sure i have my cd for that longggg longgg drive ima be taking earlyyy friggin tuesday morning!!!

So0o I'm ThInkin ThIs Tr@ck Go3s H@rd!!!!!

My Apologiez!!

Idk what mah issue was...but i need a tissue cuz ...times is hard !!!! lmao i really just liked how "issue was" and tissue cuz" rhymed!!! ahaha!!! ne ways i can't believe i havn't blogged in like a month! str8 smdh!!! i have no excusess..just str8 lazyness cause i definately have been reading a few blogs daily!!!

-------lot have things have been going on with me tho0------
so0 much is on my mind!!! so0 much maturing i've done over this summer..and its over so0o quickly..but i must say im extremelyyyyy READY 2 head back 2 scho0l...very excited indeed i am! i wanted 2 keep this a secret but hey..what better place to share it than my blog!! Ya gurl is definately getting that dean's list this semester!! so0 ready 2 be on that educational grind! If there is one thing that i learned this summer...its not 2 take ya education for granted! and i think my freshman year i surely to0k mine for granted! i can't believe so0o0 many of my friends can't go back away 2 scho0l or even go to a community college...because of financial issues!! This economy is str8 crazy!!! why is it that if ur parents don't have go0d credit [thankyou mama] you won't be attending scho0l..cause no one now days is tryna lend money without a co-signer...smh...its a shame...times like this when i realize im truly blessed!!!

:::shoutout 2 my best guy friend malcolm jones:::
he's walking pro0f that God's delay is NOT denial!
congrats on Clark Atlanta! we doing our thing this semester! so0 we can have it over christmas break...haha!!!

I'm So0o not lo0king forward 2 going 2 work 2morrow! whoah correction! i actually am!! my hair is definately $165 2 get it rebraided and than on top of that i have 2 sit in the chair for 8hours..while listening 2 sumone tell me how thick my hair is ..like i wouldn't realize that after ummmm 20years!! lol...str8 whomp whomp!!!
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almost forgot i have 2 get an oil change before i go back! what the frickkk mann!!! my car is so0o needy..like..even more than me..ofcourse i gotta get mitsu [my car] washed and cleaned inside and out! Fill her up before i take that almost friggin 2 hour drive!! ahhhh...but no complaints..hehe..im so0 happy 2 be back with her!!!

count down!
5 days left!

WOW! [Flava Flave Voice]

Another cell phone incident!!! Boy who i know from the rink i guess u could say has a crush on me!!! Now in no way did i ever lead him on, say i liked him, wanted him, or hinted towards that idea!!! Well yesterday he decides 2 text me saying wassup...im like ohhh nothing im at work ..u? he replies he wanted 2 talk to me so call him later..but if i dont dig u like that by all means i WILL AVOID CONVERSATION OVER THE PHONE WITH YOU! so0 i told him just to tell me than in a text!!! [i wish i never said that] I tried so0o0o hard 2 take a picture of his reply..but i saved it in my phone and this is what it read!!!

"You sure, well ok. Well I want to
have sex with you!"

ummm.,..idk what the hell is in the water now days..or maybe even the toothpaste dudes is using ..but ummm what the hell do u say to that!!! CAN SOME GUY PLEASE COMMENT THIS POST AND LET ME KNOW!!! [maybe if Dwight Howard sent that text there's a possibility that could have worked] hehe..buttt this aint know D. Howard...still havn't texted him back..lmao..idkk what 2 say to that..i meannn ima be rude as hell if my response is....

"Well thats nice"

or

"Plenty of people do, so0 whats ur point."

lmaooo...idkk yall dudes is str8 hilarious!!! i refuse to
be talked to with no respect...lol..wrong chick..NEXT!!!!

856-625-7560 and 856-449-4748

12:41am, yesterday nite my phone goes off! Now usually im up and about @ this time but 2nite i was in my bed! So0 i answer this anonymous number and its a guy going by the name of "Mikey".

So0 he says, "I was going thru my friend KiKi's phone and we found ur name under
"dimples" so we figured u were cute and wanted 2 call you!!! "

WHOAHHH WTF!!! THIS HAS 2 BE SOME TYPE OF JOKE!!!

sO0O i got off the phone...don't u know the same boy called from a different number at damn boi called me again today!!! im like listen budddy stop! just stop!!!

KRAZY SHIT HUH!??!!?

hmm..what 2 do!!!

well since i don't have work till 5p today and my house is empty...i'm declaring this afterno0n for me!!! [i get 2 walk around all nakey!!! wo0 ho00] so0o definately going to be pampering myself..and maybe i'll do a little blogging cause i do have this krazy interesting story 2 tell..!!!
to0DLes!

I CANT HELP IT!

sO0O I was standing in the middle @ the rink and i here a song by michael jackson start 2 play that I'm not 2 familiar with but i did pick up on the fact that Fabulous sampled the beat and used it for his song "baby"....than yesterday morning im driving with my mother and it popped on the radio! the lyrics 2 me were just amazing! had 2 find the name of it! and here it goes! he never actually came out with a video for the song which im very surprised of! its called
"Can't Help It" and its on the OFF THE WALL album!

WHAT THE F$@#!!!!

"sO0O...I must say that u won't always see me with a bo0k, but when u do see me with a bo0k, it must be worth reading! Sometimes my mother may say i don't like to read but on the contrary I LOVE READING! but im very picky about the bo0ks that i read. If im reading a book every sentence must capture AND hold my attention!

Well towards the end of spring semester i was in my girl Shawnnie's ro0m and i came across an ALL black bo0k! And the name of the bo0k written on the spine was "MIDNIGHT"! so it had already caught my attention, read the first couple pages and instantly i was hooked. Neways for 2 weeks i was completely GLUED 2 the book. My mother is in pure SHOCK! than i heard that sista souljah had a presequal for the bo0k! so i had 2 get it. I went 2 borders in the deptford mall and they told me they were out so0 i said i would come back! A week ago me and my girl kaleela were at the mall and i ran into the store. When the lady told me i could order it AND have it shipped to my house i was so0 ecstatic!!!

...few days ago my mom calls me downstairs cause my book has arrived! i opened it with such excitement untill i saw that they had sent me a paper back [which the cost was $7.99]!!! but i clearly remembered paying $15.99 for a hardback!!! so0 i checked the receipt which also said i paid $15.99! and 2 return it i needed the original receipt! NEVER HAVE I SAVED RECEIPTS! but for sum reason God made sure i saved this one! well i think tomorrow im gonna take it back...cuz i either want my $7.00 back or they're going 2 have 2 send a completely new one!! Can't do paperbacks!! Their wayyyy 2 fragile! WHAT A BUMMER!!! guess i have 2 wait sum more!

SMH.

SHAME, SHAME, SHAMEEE!...lol

how i managed 2 rack up for is just sad! but my newest L's 2 the right im mad as crap they closed up on my head like that! like my head is already big which i told her, i think she was tryna be smart by zo0ming in!! WHAT A JERK...

hey atleast i have it back!!!

AAA

So0o0 for $50 ima be taking a 6 hour defensive driving course that erases 2 points and ur driver's license and also helps with lowering ur insurance..and the Lord knows that i need it cause ya girl has ummm 8 insurance points! Ouch [accident, plus 3 speeding tickets will get u 2 points on ur license and 8 insur. pts] <===dont head down that road! So0o0 excited for it!!! i heard it can be a lil depressing tho!! well we shall see since im taking it aug. 8 from 9a-3pm..whew!

Mama You Know I love you!

1. Mom comes first! No Matter What! [ofcourse under God]

Best feeling was walking thru the do0r with my sister and turning to my mom with over a dozen pink roses! The smile on her face was priceless! She deserves the best! So0 every once in a while u gotta let the moms know that you appreciate her and everything she does!!! Before the end of the summer I'm definately taking her out to dinner! Especially since i have the whip back!

*Ima end this tho0...cause im getting emotional thinking back on everything my mother has done for me whether i deserved it or not! Even tho most of the time i didn't. She loves like no other! Love her till the day i die and than some more!!!!

BeEp BeEp! Who got the keys 2 my Jeep!?! Vro0o0o0om!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......GUESS WHO GOT THE KEYSSSS YALLLL!!!! THANK YOU GOD!!!! THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME!!! I'M TELLING YALL THE LORD WORKS MIRACLES, YOU JUST HAVE 2 BELIEVE!!!! I WASN'T SUPPOSE 2 HAVE MY CAR BACK UNTILL SUMMER 2010! BUT I GOT IT FALL 09!!!! O0O0wW! bLESSED INDEED I AM!!

If if wasn't for the Lord & My Mother...this surely wouldn't have been possible!!! but wow have i truly truly learned my lesson! <====and thats sincere! If i could do free seminars speaking 2 people with numerous amounts of speeding tickets or wreckless driving charges i would surely do it!!!

Driving honestly is a privilege!!!! Know and
understand it..cause i'd hate to see anyone in my position!

!JeEpers CrEePerS!!

So0o0...ne one who knows me knows when it comes 2 bugs...i'll claim it! I automatically become a "girly girl"!!!...Just can't do it..i hate em..most of all i hate spiders...[arachnaphobia] possibly! I will cry my eyes out! I refuse 2 kill them im sure they'll regenerate and hunt u down! they jump! they pop up at ALL the wrong times... so0o me and the girlies are leaving the hamilton mall and ofcourse im the only person 2 hop in the car...whats in the car beside me...A BUG OF SUM SORT!! none of us would kill them except rachel..lol..definately made us loo0k like some punks!!! but its all go0od she killed it..YAY RACH!!! thats mah girl!!!

Ouchies!!! Po0R LebRon!

lol.....Go Jordan!!!!

$$$$450.00?!?!?!? ughhhh

So0o0o I just realized that i gotta be up @ kean university, sept. 1...thats move in date!! and i must say i trully have been enjoying myself, but its time 2 stop playing cause this is oh so0 serious!!!! I went on the KU website...to add up prices for my books and ofcourse 2 of my courses my teachers didn't assign books yet..but for the other 3 i added up the prices and its $450.00 thats only for 3 classes..i still have 2 more left!!! wtf!!! well my summer is done..but hey i guess thats life huh!?!?

Finally!!! My Exciting News!!!

Well 1st i must say i'm very blessed to have the mother that i do!!! I definately found out that my mom worked her ASS off and saved up the money str8 outta the pocket for my tuition,[if she saw this pic up here she would kill me so plz no one facebook her and tell her about this!!! but she's beautiful, so0 i wanted 2 share her beauty with yall] but after alot of hard work..my loan went thru so0 my balance for school is $0.00!!!! So0 as i told yall about a month ago i havn't been able 2 drive my baby because my insurance wen't up 2 about $3,500 and ya gurl Ci ain't balling no where close 2 that...so my mother told me that since my loan went thru, she wanted me 2 call around and get atleast 5 quotes for car insurance for my car..and it was definately sum hard work cause alot of people told me NO!!! they wouldnt cover me! ouchhh..lmaooo <===that actually wasn't funny..kinda pissed me off!! but i ended up with 5 quotes!! The other part of the deal was that i take a defensive driving course!! so0 i called Triple AAA...so0 ofcourse yall know i willl blogging yall about how that went! I'm so0 excited..like u don't understand how hard it was not driving my car for almost a year in october!!! true heartbreaker..but i must say i truly learned my lesson the extreme HARD way...I don't see the point in speeding @ all..i wasted over $800 in paying speeding tickets..it just isn't worth it!! But ofcourse i can't just thank my mother....I gotta give ALL the praise to God..i truly see how he makes our pain His Glory!!!!